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Do Not Open Until 1985

by The Almanac

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1.21 01:48
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OUTATIME 03:28
Well I had one eye on the future And one eye on the past But neither one was on the here and now And I let the worst in me Chase away all the best things I ever had, I lost myself And I know I need to find my way back home And I’ll go If you lead me where I roam So let’s go For so long I was a prisoner of my own device Couldn’t get it through my head that I was stuck believing lies But then you came and set me free from all the confines of my mind Now I’m breaking down these walls and leaving all of that behind And I know I’m never gonna be alone And you’ve shown Me how to never give up hope Time ran out on me and I ran out on you And now that we’re both out of time it’s time to start anew And I know I didn’t get here on my own And this road It may be hard but I’ll follow You home
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You spoke the words, hung up the phone, and my heart stopped beating I felt the life leaving my eyes, God, how can this be happening? And now that it’s all over, I almost cannot even conceive Of the way things were before the world collapsed, and I lost everything You never know what you have until it’s gone You left and took a part of me And all the hell you put me through Paid off eventually And all this time, it goes to show, I already had all I need I’m better off without you And you’re better off without me Well you were slipping away, but I was holding fast And it’s impossible to change the past I just wish I knew what was going on inside your head Regrets are pointless but they cut deep And I can hardly find a moment of peace I think I’ve lost it, I think I lost You never know what you have until it’s gone You left and took a part of me All the hell you put me through Paid off eventually And all this time, it goes to show, I already had all I need I’m better off without you I’m better And I know people change, and go their separate ways But you were supposed to be the one that never did But it’s okay, we’re better off this way It took me a long time but I can finally forgive I don’t think about you anymore I’m not the man I was before Because of you You never know what you have until it’s gone You left and took a part of me All the hell you put me through Paid off eventually And all this time, it goes to show, I already had all I need I’m better off without you And you’re better off without me You’re better off without me I’m better off without you And you’re better off without me
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My heart is hard, it's frozen solid From being left out in the cold And I don't know what you've been told but But from the bottom of this mountain I can see where I went wrong Should've known it all along There's this picture in my head Of all the plans that I have made Tear it up, throw it away I'm starting over once again And I'm already on my way I won't make the same mistakes Because now I know what not to do I'll take a chance and see it through I'm gonna give it everything I've got This is my chance to get things right Tear out the thorn stuck in my side I've got so much I want to do in my life So many times we find that we Aren't where we thought we would be We stay the course Go through motions of necessity They say in life there's no guarantees It's true in every case but one 'Cause every story's got its ups and downs And mine has just barely begun I'm losing confidence in myself And all I'm aiming for But in an instant you turn it around I find my confidence restored Cuz now I know what not to do I'll take a chance and see it through I'm gonna give it everything I've got Anxiety wants to consume But then my biggest fear came true I used to be afraid, but now I'm not This is my chance to get things right Tear out the thorn stuck in my side I've got so much I want to do in my life So many times we find that we Aren't where we thought we would be We try to find ourselves again, a new identity
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Discontentment sells but I’m no longer in the market I could write about success but I’m not trying to hit that target And all these signals, all this noise We all just scream into the void It doesn’t do anyone any good Two steps forward, two more back Growth and progress they elude me Fighting entropy and angst Empty handed and concluding That I can't do this on my own I've no idea where to go I'm lost inside a fog and you're the sun And I can't seem to catch a break, catch my breath or take a moment I try to build a better life, find some peace, but then it's stolen And I know what it is I'm missing, but there's a barrier between Where I am and need to go, eudaemonia and me I'm grappling with bigger things than I ever have before I'm making sense of your silence, no retreating anymore Can we be troubled to leave our bubbles, to look outside ourselves? Open your mind and you might find the fight within you quelled And I can’t seem to catch a break I can’t seem to catch a break Oh I can’t seem to catch a break I can’t seem to catch a break I can't seem to catch a break, catch my breath or take a moment I try to build a better life, find some peace, but then it's stolen And I know what it is I'm missing, but there's a barrier between Where I am and need to go, eudaimonia and me I can't seem to catch a break, catch my breath or take a moment I try to build a better life, find some peace, but then it's stolen And I know what it is I'm missing, but there's a barrier between Where I am and need to go, eudaemonia and
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Sometimes I wonder if you were here, would the cloud over my head just disappear? I often wish that I could sit and talk with you ‘Cause I lost more by the time I was twenty-five than most people do in a whole lifetime I think you’d say “It’s all okay”, but I’m not you When all my aspirations Are always just beyond my reach The right path and the best choice You always helped me to see I needed guidance Not this silence I can't keep dying every day I have to wake up From this nightmare In which you're taken from me My head is so full Of negative thoughts It’s like wading through cement Where is the refuge From my own mind That you promised I would get There was a time when we didn’t know everything We had a home where we truly felt safe Before the world was placed on our shoulders And innocence all but stripped away And I don't know if I should be angry Or if I should just try to move on Everything so hard to determine With all my foundations gone There are a million things that I wish I could change The harsh reality is that I live in a cage And really I only have myself to blame But you always helped me find my way I feel like losing you is something I don’t deserve To be honest I never really could come to terms And in the years since then, there’s been a lot that I’ve learned But I still miss you every day I needed guidance Not this silence I can't keep dying every day I have to wake up From this nightmare In which you're taken from me My head is so full Of negative thoughts It’s like wading through cement Where is the refuge From my own mind That you promised I would get
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Mr. Fusion 03:20
I see a flaw in your plan, it's my ability You draw a line in the sand, but I'm not your enemy I think you're missing the point, we don't just come and go The legacy that you leave is melting with the snow So much for love and war You'll never get to have it both ways We're going under It makes me wonder How you took gold and turned it into lead We're slowly sinking What were you thinking? Even your best laid-plans are a recipe for disaster And we're coming to a head What did you think would happen? You filled the powder keg Wanting to climb the ladder While cutting off the legs But I won't resign myself to Merely assigning blame I’ll fight forever for this Something has got to change You got us into this mess, we may never get out again You tried and failed this test, far from a best attempt Apathy isn't just wrong, it's what we're fighting against But you've made damn sure that it's your last will and testament We're going under It makes me wonder How you took gold and turned it into lead We're slowly sinking What were you thinking? Even your best laid-plans are a recipe for disaster And we're coming to a head But we’ll get back up again
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Wild Gunman 02:59
We all know That things aren’t as they should be But we’re so Unwilling to change We’ve got no More heroes to believe in All our hopes Were built for yesterday Are we all just drifting? Banking on a miracle The year really took its toll Does it have to be this way? Treading water just to save ourselves from Drowning beneath the waves Crashing in on us from all directions And don’t we get a say In all the choices that we made that led us Right up to the place that we’re at now? Discontent Is all we have in common Innocence Depleting rapidly Days gone by When things were so much simpler Those were better times Or is it only me? How’d it change so quickly? The world has never felt so cold And it feels like we were never told That things have to be this way We’re treading water just to save ourselves from Drowning beneath the waves Crashing in on us from all directions And don’t we get a say In all the choices that we made that led us Right up to the place that we’re at now? I can’t help but fight the status quo Somehow I’m still holding on to hope There’s gotta be a better way and I want to let you know It doesn’t have to be this way Treading water just to save ourselves from Drowning beneath the waves Crashing in on us from all directions And don’t we get a say In all the choices that we made that led us Right up to the place that we’re at now?
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88 MPH 04:54
I always heard that life's not fair Then I watched the script to my life tear I felt like no one in the world cared But you took the time and now It’s in the rear view thankfully The will to live returned to me You brought me back from beyond the brink Now I know what I’m about And now that's the last thing on my mind ‘Cause I've got you here by my side Nothing I've ever done before turned out so right And all that I have is only yours And will so be forevermore I didn't know myself till you unlocked the door I still struggle to keep the dark at bay I dunno how much more I can take I wanna stand my ground, instead I run away But I think I’m on the mend It’s never easy to find out who you are I guarantee you’re gonna get some scars But I believe it in my heart, you’ll be better in the end But now that's the last thing on my mind ‘Cause I've got you here by my side Nothing I've ever done before turned out so right And all that I have is only yours And will so be forevermore You gave me hope and I think that's worth fighting for It used to happen all the time I'd just wanna let go, turn out the lights What's the point of a war you can't hope to win? Just misery with no end in sight I almost gave it up, the ghost and all But you took my heart and broke my fall (But I’m still breathing) But now that's the last thing on my mind ‘Cause I've got you here by my side Nothing I've ever done before turned out so right And all that I have is only yours And will so be forevermore You gave me hope and I think that's worth fighting for
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Oh La La 04:52
I’m in my head 95% of the time But somehow I’m still going out of my mind You’re a mystery I doubt I’ll ever fully solve And I've got issues, ample insecurities I'm messed up like you wouldn't believe But you're everything I want, exactly what I need In your sleep you said you love me I’ve got a lot to live up to I knew in just under four days That I would forever love you You are the best thing, such a blessing, oh you have my heart Now and forever nothing will tear us apart And I hope that someday You’ll look back on us and say I was the best decision that you ever made We've had our ups and downs but we're making it work Don't know what I did that could ever deserve you You’ve got me good, and I think you know it It's been a year of nonstop calamity I know that sometimes it got the best of me But you're still everything I want, exactly what I need Wedding photos on the bookshelf Sometimes it's hard to believe That a girl as good as you Would choose to stick it out with me You are the best thing, such a blessing, oh you have my heart Now and forever nothing will tear us apart And I hope that someday You’ll look back on us and say I was the best decision that you ever made (I looked for a long time trying to find you) (I looked for a long time trying to find you) You are the best thing, such a blessing, oh you have my heart Now and forever nothing will tear us apart And I hope that someday You’ll look back on us and say I was the best decision that you ever made
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Jaws 19 03:59
I know, I know, I've got a long way to go But that’s friends are for We never seem to catch a break Have we been here before? The endless circle, endless hurdles But we keep pressing on We lose our way; time, it escapes Before you know it, now it's gone Swimming against the current tide Losing no matter how hard we try I've got no prospects in this fight I just wanna get out of here alive I don't have to justify my existence I don't have to prove it constantly That I’ve got everything all figured out And everything going for me Just let down your guard down for one second You are just a human being You’re allowed your fears and doubts You have the right to autonomy Last time I saw you You looked like a car crash How did we get here Time it moves so fast Now you’re a ghost town About to get married I think you got desperate I think you got carried away I hope you see one day this was a mistake It's not your fault but it's too late Swimming against the current tide Losing no matter how hard we try I've got no prospects in this fight I just wanna get out of here alive I don't have to justify my existence I don't have to prove it constantly That I’ve got everything all figured out And everything going for me Just let down your guard down for one second You are just a human being You’re allowed your fears and doubts You have the right to autonomy
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I'm always wishing that I could do more The time I have is never quite enough A sense of purpose, longing to be restored I'm tired of living my life off the cuff I’m overwhelmed on a daily basis Can you tell me just how to erase this Feeling of loss and desire? I'll cast the ring to the fire So give up the pointless struggles that we all make for ourselves Every day is hard enough without our self-created hells I divest from everything that isn't worthy of my time ‘Cause we never have enough of it to let it pass us by I start to wonder if it's all worth it Born and bred for the product line Epidemics of disappointment We burned out before we could shine I'm overwhelmed on a daily basis Can you tell me how to erase this Knowledge that we missed our calling? We find our own lives appalling So give up the pointless struggles that we all make for ourselves Every day is hard enough without our self-created hells I divest from everything that isn't worthy of my time Because we never have enough of it to let it pass us by If we all just learned to see outside ourselves then things could be So much better than they are, the place we're at is so bizarre And I don't wanna let this go, I think that we all need to know That we can change our situation, regain our imagination Is this the beginning or the end? I don't know which is better and which is worse All that I know is that something is wrong And all we want is something real, something ours that makes us feel The way we did when we were kids, oh I still believe in it So give up the pointless struggles that we all make for ourselves Every day is hard enough without our self-created hells I divest from everything that isn't worthy of my time ‘Cause we never have enough of it to let it pass us by (Pass us by) (Pass us by) (Pass us by) (Pass us by)

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This is the debut album of a band that started 7 years ago, and the album took 3 years to make. With these facts in mind, it should be significantly better than it is. It took years off my life; I recorded, mixed, & mastered it by myself in addition to playing keys, drums, and guitars on it, and writing all the lyrics, and singing most of them. Hopefully you like Back to the Future references, because if you don't, we can offer you very little.

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released September 10, 2021

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The Almanac Sacramento, California

A girl in a bar once asked me, "Do you know that you're playing pop-punk?", and I told her, "Yes".

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